doing crazy with you

the first time we met,

I was automatically comfortable around you. It was like I had known you for a long looong time. It wasn’t awkward, and whenever we had both stopped talking, we didn’t feel the need to fill the silences with stupid small talk. The first time we kissed was like one of those cheesy romantic kisses in chick flicks. I want to puke rainbows as I close my eyes and reminisce. We were lying on your bed, watching movie, when I felt your fingers run up and down my arm and hand. You pulled me close, causing my hair to fall in front of my face. I smiled at you, and as you smiled back, you brushed my hair to the side and tucked it behind my ear. You put your hand behind the back of my head and pulled me even closer to kiss me. Was it perfect? Absolutely.

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046.) i miss you even when you’re gone for only a minute .

045.) your voice, for me, is better than all my favorite songs.

044.) sometimes i pick a fight, i say hurtful words to annoy you somehow. but truth is, all i really want tell you is, i miss you right by my side.

043.) no matter how many guys flirts with me, they won’t fill up the emptiness my heart feels, simply because they’re not you.

it is decided. when we get our own place together, we will have these mugs and use them in the morning, or on the weekends when we watch cartoons in our living room together. yup. these will be hours.

:'( i can't let you go .please .please !

042.) i’m saving your sweet messages and reading it again when i miss you.

041.) talking to you is a part of my daily routine. without it, i feel incomplete.

040.) i love that after i spend day with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes.

I love making people smile. I think it is important to smile for countless reasons. When you smile, it shows others that you are warm, that you are open, that you are friendly, that you are sweet and approachable. When you smile, it also does a lot for you… you cannot be smiling and not think good thoughts. When you smile, even if it is only seen by one person, think of how that will brighten that person’s day. So give your smiles away freely and you will be sure to get a lot back in return.

the hardest part of a break up is

Changing ‘baby’ on my phone back to your real name
Hearing certain songs that remind me of you
Changing ‘in a relationship’ back to single
Looking through old memories
Hearing your name
Not getting goodmorning texts from you
No more late night conversations
Having someone to call mine
No more ‘I love you more’ fights
Telling people what happened -_-
Trying to forget and let go.

039.) without you, nothing feels as good. it’s like i’m missing some happy part of me.

imagine if relationships are perfect:

No Fights.
No Tears.
No Arguments.
No Misunderstandings.

Dream come true huh?
But without these, there would be…

No Sorry.
No Hugs and Kisses.
No Saying of the Sweetest Words.
No Reason to STAY.
No Growth of FAITH in BOTH of YOU.

Now, how would you want it to be perfect?

038.) i just want to let you know, i’ve been very happy since i met you.

love is something that,

if returned, it will make you the happiest person in the world, and make nothing else matter. However, if it is not returned you will become the most miserable person in the world.

i’m happy with her, that’s all that matters.

sometimes, it’s hard to find words to tell you how much you mean to me. a lot of times, i don’t say anything at all. but i hope someday, you’ll understand, having you is what i live for.

“some people come into your life just to teach you how to let go.”

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbour, co-worker, longest friend, lover, or even a complete stranger) but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realised your strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
Make every day count! Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great person and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself; it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets. ;)

i can’t really find the words to explain the way i feel when i hear your voice or when i see your cute smile… all i can say is that i like the feeling.

037.) i love how your taste still lingers on my lips after that special kiss.

i need you in my life.

I felt so sooo needy last night. I already miss you! I wanted to spend even more time with you. To be able to feel you close to me. To be able just stare and gaze at you for hours and hours. To be able to just simply hold your hand. To be able to smell you. To be able to just lean on you. I want you to be mushy and romantic with you so badly. I feel sad when we parted yesterday. I felt really needy and I didn’t want to part from you then. I wish I can spend even more time with you. That’s why I look forward to your mini dates. At least at these stolen moments we can act so so mushy with each other with nobody we know there to monitor us. Our regular dates I look forward to since that’s when we can be our full romantic selves. Its time when we can act super couply and I wish we can act like that all the time. Finally, I think that’s why I look forward to our bonding moment. It feels of so very good to share that moment with you because you’re so good, its our own time. Its the only time wherein we are alone with each other. Its the time when we can be super romantic and mushy without being conscious, since we are alone. I miss you…

as long as you’re happy, then i am too. but i’m not afraid to admit that a part of me died, when you told him “i love you.”

if love didnt hurt then how would you know you truly love that person.

you have to hurt in order to realize that you love this person, that you’re willing to make anything work. its just like fighting with your loved one, if you don’t fight then you dont care. love is very beautiful, but to reach that stage you have to walk through needles and broken glass, and if you do, you’re in love.

036.) everytime you smile, my heart smiles too.

035.) even though i know she’s a jerk and i know all she does is hurt me, i still love her, i still want her and i hate myself for it.

I want to have a family with you.Cute little babies, average house, average life. I just want to be your husband. I want to be the father of our children. I want you to be my wife, nobody else but you. I want us to have babies, name how many. Kidding aside, I want to spend the rest of my life with the one I love. I want to bake you cookies, cook dinner for you, sleep with our angels, everything. We will go to amusement parks with our babies. We will celebrate their birthdays each year. We will go to our dream places together. We will be together forever.

thank you for your love and support.

I know that I have been quite moody and down today. I know that you worry about me when I’m like this and one way I know that you love and care for me. Thank you very much for that. I love you so much for taking such good care of me. Thank you love for being there for me when I am down. Thank you for holding on to my hand throughout the day. I really really appreciate it. I am so happy that I have found a boy who not only supports me when I am down, but understands the challenges that I am going through. I am so happy that I have found you. Thank you very much my love. I don’t think words can express the feelings I feel for you. I love you for always thinking about comforting me when i feel down. I love you because you are not ashamed to tell the world that you are with me and you love me. I love you, my love for simply being you.

034.) when i met you, i remember my heart whispered: “maybe, maybe, this time will be different.”

Mother: She loves you.

Me: Huh? How do you know?

Mother: Because she looks at you the same way I look at your father.

“Don’t blame people for disappointing you. Blame yourself for expecting too much from them.

how to keep a relationship

Communicate: Talk about things, the good and bad.
Build trusts
Be honest
Be faithful
Be there for one another.
Make time for one another.
Leave the past to the past, which include ex’s.
Know that having arguments are normal.
Know that you won’t always be happy.
Don’t expect change.
Appreciate the flaws.
Appreciate each other.
Become best friends.
Lastly, love each other unconditionally

it would be nice

To be able to talk to my parent about relationship stuff. I wish I could tell them all about this one person and to let me take her home, but I can’t. Somewhere along middle school and now I’ve developed a wall around talking about love and even crushing on someone with them. I can’t talk to them about anything. I wish things were different, but if I’m lucky enough to be a parent one day I only hope that I can be there for my own kids.

033.) sometimes i think of how much you hurt me and i wish i could hurt you back. but then i realize i’d just be hurting worse if i hurt you like that.

baby…

I hate this fucking distance.
I hate not being in your arms.
I hate not falling asleep with you.
I hate not being able to hold your hand.
I hate not looking into your eyes.
I hate not kissing you.
I hate not hearing your voice.
I hate not feeling you on my skin.
I hate not waking up to you every morning.
I hate not cuddling with you.
I hate all of this.

i wanted you.

I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to plead to know the meaning behind my “nothing is wrong”. I wanted you to keep your promises. I wanted you to be there. I wanted you to understand and not threaten to send me away. I wanted you to not make me wait. I wanted you to show up at my door, take me into your arms, and kiss me. I wanted you to want me as much as I wanted you.

you’ve done it, you’ve made me start to fall in love with you.

i’m sitting here crying because i’m so scared. but at the same time i’m so happy i’m falling in love with you. you’re the person i’ve waited for all this time, the person i’ve looked for all my life and when i least expected it you walked into my life. you listen when i talk, are there when i cry and you made me finally smile. i’m crying for the last time i hope, and i trust that you won’t hurt me. it’s so hard for me to trust guys, but you’re worth it to me. so, here’s my heart, see all the little cracks? they’re pretty small and healed nicely, but you, i know, that you’re the one that could make it completely shatter. promise me you won’t, please, promise me you’ll love me forever and that you won’t break my heart. even if you can’t promise me that, i’ll give you my heart anyway. cause i know that if i don’t i’ll regret it for the rest of my life. you’re the only person who is necessary in my life.

32.) you make me laugh at things that aren’t funny. you make me smile without actually being here. you make my stomach flip by a text. you make my heart drop just by saying hi. i hate to admit it, but you’re amazing.

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversations; laughing at funny things that you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one things for sure; you’re the best thing that ever happened to me.

dear girlfriend,

I wish i could still hold you, tomorrow, the next day, forever. I wish I could still call you mine. I am so happy to have you. I want to say I love you every minute, everyday. I want tell you that I want you, that i need you, that it is you, only you, and will always be you. I wish i can just pull you close to me, hug you tight, hold your hand, just so no one could ever take you away from me. I love you.
:”)

Right now, at this very moment, all I want to do is sit across from you and talk about life and when we run out of topics, we could just hold hands because that would be enough. But you’re not here and we can’t talk face to face because miles separate us. Well I can smell these flowers you sent, or look at pictures from before, but I can’t wrap my arms around a moment in time. So I sit and think of what we will do when I finally see you again. All I really want to do is enjoy each others company and maybe watch a movie or two about falling in love and growing old together. And maybe you and I could fall in love and grow old together, too and I want to take a lifetime to memorize your face.

i don’t know why i feel this way…

I’m just so upset right now and I don’t know why.

just take the time and listen to what she has to say ♥

Sometimes she just wants you to listen to her, so you can hear her thoughts and learn why she is the way she. She wants you to pay attention to her mind and what she thinks, rather then to how she looks so she can know that you genuinely care about her, so that you see her for who she is on the inside. Know her past because that’s what made her who she is today, don’t make the same mistakes the last guy made to hurt her, don’t be the guy who doesn’t know what’s wrong because he never took the chance to pay attention to her past or thoughts, her thoughts reveal so much about her, like how she feels and how she is as an individual. So, take the time to just listen to her one day, I’m sure that’s what she wants, you know?

lasting relationship ♥

Yeah, Everyone wants it, & Me, Honestly, I want us to last. I just don’t want to have a great couple of months with you and then it’s over, I don’t want to experience the feelings of being lost and hurt all over again. I just wanna be with you all the time, No matter what happens, No matter what challenges, or how hard our situation is, We”ll keep fighting for our love.

032.) i miss all the stupid stuff we’ve done together. i wouldn’t want to be stupid with anyone else but you.

it’s not about who can spend the most money on the other person.

i don’t care if you can’t spend all your money on me. i wouldn’t even want that. i don’t mind just hanging out and doing the simple stuff because all i really want is your company. it’s not about splurging on extravagant things, theres a time and place for that, like birthdays, holidays, and the actual anniversary. for the rest of the year, we can just hang out at each others houses and go to bargain tuesday movies for all i care. i couldn’t ask for anything more. i’ve got someone who sends me a good morning text every day before i wake up, someone who always tells me he loves me, someone who puts in just as much effort as i do in the relationship, someone that never fails to make me smile. where do i have room to complain? i dont. just because we choose to save our money for special occasions doesn’t make me any less satisfied with the way we are. so don’t worry because i am perfectly happy with this relationship, you, and everything we are.

you’re the one that i’d fight for.

No matter how many arguments or disagreement we’d get into, I’ll still stick with you in the end. I don’t care how many times you may hurt me, as long as you can prove it to me that you deserve to be forgiven. I might not see or talk to you as often as I’d like, but once we do. I can go on and on with you for days. Just something about you caught my full attention.

i couldn’t count on your words anymore.

The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be. Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years. Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear. New homes, more laughter, and children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you’re near

“With every moment we share, every smile, every touch, I become more certain that in you, I’ve found something I’ve looked for a long time. I dont know what the future holds but I do know how much your touch exites me, and how happy I am when I’m by your side.

yes,

you’ve hurt me more times than anyone should ever have and you continue to cause me pain, but even now as i cry these tears you put on my face, i will always be here for you. maybe we won’t speak for a long time to come but i will still think of you each and every fucking day. yes that could be a total waste of me but i can never give up hope. so i’m never giving up on you.

Every time i’m kissing you.I just cant stop.I just want to do it more and more.I feels sooo wonderful ：）

Every time I think about you, it gives me more and more strength with which to carry on my life. It makes me happy to be alive knowing that you have came into my life and all I know is that I want to be with you.

031.) if i can’t sleep, she stay up on the phone with me until i fall asleep ♥ !

030.) i don’t have the words to make you feel better, but i do have the arms to hug you, i have the ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and i have a heart that’s aching to see you smile again .

do you honestly know how many nights i stay up just thinking about you? how many days go by wishing i’d get just one text or call from you, wondering if maybe i should give in and hit you up first like always? i still want to show you how much you mean to me, how much i’d still fight to prove that i don’t want to be like the people you’ve been with before. i still want to try, i’m just scared that you wouldn’t care if i did or not.

I know you’ve been hurt, I know how it feels. believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass, the tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself. I promise you it will, so hold on and don’t let go. Don’t lose hope because I promise you’ll find someone who will treat you right the way, the way she never did. Someone who will never leave you the way he did. she be worth the wait, so hang in there because I love you and I want you to be happy.

029.) i just want to let you know, i’ve been very happy since i met you.

028.) do you honestly know how many nights i stay up just thinking about you? how many days go by wishing i’d get just one text or call from you, wondering if maybe i should give in and hit you up first like always? i still want to show you how much you mean to me, how much i’d still fight to prove that i don’t want to be like the people you’ve been with before. i still want to try, i’m just scared that you wouldn’t care if i did or not.

when i met you i didn’t have feelings… but now when my phone vibrates, i look at it and it says your name, i can’t help not to smile.

i have really missed you today.
I kept thinking of you, the wonderful flutters I get in the pit of my stomach when I call you, the tender encouraging words and advice you give to me. You are so open to love. It’s hard to describe the emotion churning inside of me. There are many things that I regret… the greatest is that we didn’t meet sooner. But I thank God we did meet. No matter what happens, just know that I really do love you and I wish you were here with me.

when i look into her eyes,

it’s like my whole world is flipped and everything is put into a new perspective. I can do things I never thought I could do I can say things to her that I thought I would never be able to say to anyone before. It’s like I just want to be with her forever, hold her in my arms, kiss her, and tell her how she’s changed me my life and my everything.

027.) i can wait a thousand years just to be your HUSBAND.

026.) i want to explore the world with one thing in my hand. your hand holding mine.

025.) you’ve pissed me off, made me cry. but at the end of the day, i wouldn’t want to be with anyone, but you.

I want to have a relationship that will last

I don’t want some relationship where we’ll be together for days, or even weeks, and then we’re suddenly done. I want to have a relationship where we’ll last and we’ll just know that we’re together even though we act as if we’re not. We may get into fights, have arguments, and even be mad at each other for several days, but that doesn’t mean I stopped liking you. Through those fights, arguments and days where i was mad, I grew stronger feelings for you. I not only realized how special of a person you are, but I realized that being with you is far better than being alone. I’d rather spend my life with you than being alone. I can’t believe that I have you, it’s too damn good to be true. But I want us to last and just realize that having each other is the only thing we’ll need and we’ll get through it all with our flaws, our fights, and even our fun times we’ll have. I’d like for you to stay for a long time and I’m hoping you will.

SERIOUSLLY !

024.) i love the way you smile at me. i love your laugh so much. i love the way you walk and talk. your gentle loving touch. i love the way you hold my hand. and everything you do. but more than anything at all, i just love you.

“The Surprise”

I’ve always wanted to surprise my girlfriend with some flowers. No matter what, the relationship must add something spicy everyday or someone will get bored. I can’t let that happen so I want to surprise you with these gorgeous flowers because you are just absolutely beautiful. I always love to see you smile and I’m so happy that you are mine. A good relationship should have more than just trust. The relationship should also have spice and flavor. It should be something both would be satisfied with. I’m the type of guy that would walk you to your house after school. I’m the type of guy who would get down on one knee and ask you to marry me in front of thousands of people because I want to let the whole world know that you are mine.

that person’s mine.

You see that person you’re trying to get at? Yeah, that person’s mine. You know what that means? That means don’t flirt with them when you guys talk, don’t start calling them ”baby” & other pet names, don’t start inviting them out to go out dates with you, don’t start acting like they’re yours. Why? ‘Cause only I’m allowed to do that. I ain’t saying you can’t be friends with them, I’m saying respect the fact that it’s all you can be with them.

i can’t imagine myself seeing you with someone else

because i know that it will hurt so much. i know that it will forever break my heart. i don’t want anyone else to have you because i’ve invested so much emotions and feelings for you and i don’t want to throw it all away. i can’t stand the thought of knowing that someday, somebody else will have you. someone will love you more than i did, and you will be happier with him than me. but as long as you’re mine, i’ll give you reasons to stay so that you wouldn’t have a chance to trade me for somebody else.

023.) nope, you dont have to be jealous or even wonder, because since i met you, no one else is even worth thinking about.

THINGS A GIRL WISHES HER BOYFRIEND KNEW:

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies together.
I want you to kiss me in the rain.
I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
I want you to play with my hair.
I want you to take amazing photos with me.
I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
I want you to lay on my bed with me and just hold me.
I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
I want you to watch sunrise with me.
I want you to wipe my tears away.
I want you to tell me that you miss me already even if we were together five minutes ago.
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
I want you to smile every single time you see me.
I want you to know how much I love you.
I just want you.

THINGS A BOY WISHES HIS GIRLFRIEND KNEW

I want you to let me play with my/your hair.
I want you to accept my compliments.
I want you to listen to me sometimes.
I want you to smile for me (guys love their girls smile).
I want you to hold my hand unexpectedly .
I want you to tell me silly jokes and pick up lines.
I want you to watch Pixar/Disney movies with me.
I want you to try to play video games with me.
I want you to tell me silly stories.
I want you to sing and dance randomly with me.
I want to take pictures and make couple videos with you (even though guys may not show it, we enjoy taking pictures and making videos).
I want you to not make fun of my little imperfections (sometimes it gets to us).
I want you to kiss me.
I want you to bite my lip occasionally (I cant speak for all guys, but damn it feels good).
I want you to tell me you love me.
I want you to tell me you missed me when we finally get together.
I want you to accept me for who I am.
I want you to love me unconditionally.
I just want to spend time with you.
I need you to know that I love you so much.

i want to…

fall asleep holding you. i want to wake up next to you. i want to spend every single day with you, watch movies, and cuddle with you all night long. i want to do stupid things together. stay up late just talking, and making each other laugh. show you how much you mean to me, buy you expensive things, spoil you, take you places. i just want to be there with you. and all i have to say is fuck this stupid distance shit

022.) i’m holding my phone, and can’t take it anymore. i badly want to text you but i dont know if it’s the right thing to do.

021.) i love you, i need you, i want you. those are some things i want you to say to me but i bet it won’t ever happen.

if you were to ask me who i’d like to meet,

I would respond by telling you I want to meet someone who will love me unconditionally and without change. Someone who will appreciate my presence, someone who will remind me constantly how much I mean to them, someone who will go out of their way to keep me in their life, someone who won’t give up on me. That someone; who will put fourth effort. For once, I just need to be proven that not everyone is the same.

020.) i want you. i want you to be with me. i don’t care about your past, what you’ve done, and who you’ve done that with. i’m just worried about your future, please let me be apart of it. please.

sometimes,

i feel like i don’t belong where i am and that i have the wrong people in my life. i get this feeling, like i’m an outsider even when i’m being included or that i’m always around people who don’t know me at all. then i see you smile at me and i don’t mind being invisible to the rest of the world, i realize i’ll always feel alone without you around.

don’t judge someone’s relationship.

You honestly don’t know everything about a couple and what they’ve been through. It’s theirrelationship, not yours. Don’t just go around assuming shit because you can’t just automatically judge them from what you see on the Internet. You’re not the one experiencing the relationship, so how would you know everything? A relationship is only between two people who have strong feelings for each other, so just let them be happy. Negative judgmental opinions are not needed

019.) whenever you’re gone, i feel so sad. but with just one text, you turn my frown upside down. i hate how much i love you.

018.) seriously, what’s the point of having this expensive phone when i don’t even get a text from you? damn, my phone misses you. i miss you.

017.) i know we’re too young to talk about forever… but right now, that’s how it feels like.

spending time with you…

I love spending time with you. Really, I treasure each and every moment that I am with you. I enjoy each and every moment spent with you. I am so happy when I am with you and I feel that we are the only people in the world. Though we have spent quite some time together already, I feel that this is not enough. I feel that each moment that we spend together, only make me want to spend even more time with you. There are times wherein being apart from you is an agony, with me counting the moments that I can be with you again. Love, you are my addiction. An addiction I don’t want to be cured of. Being with you only makes me want you even more. You say you are needy, but I am needy too. I need to be able to talk with you. I miss your voice. I need to be able to stare at your face. I need to be beside you and feel your presence. I need to hold your hand. I need to stroke your hand, your shoulders and your back. I need to squeeze your hand. I need to be able to hug you tight. I need to be able to give you a smack on your cheek, your lips, your ears. I need to be able to give you a deep and lasting kiss. I miss you…