i need you in my life.

I felt so sooo needy last night. I already miss you! I wanted to spend even more time with you. To be able to feel you close to me. To be able just stare and gaze at you for hours and hours. To be able to just simply hold your hand. To be able to smell you. To be able to just lean on you. I want you to be mushy and romantic with you so badly. I feel sad when we parted yesterday. I felt really needy and I didn’t want to part from you then. I wish I can spend even more time with you. That’s why I look forward to your mini dates. At least at these stolen moments we can act so so mushy with each other with nobody we know there to monitor us. Our regular dates I look forward to since that’s when we can be our full romantic selves. Its time when we can act super couply and I wish we can act like that all the time. Finally, I think that’s why I look forward to our bonding moment. It feels of so very good to share that moment with you because you’re so good, its our own time. Its the only time wherein we are alone with each other. Its the time when we can be super romantic and mushy without being conscious, since we are alone. I miss you…