i can’t imagine myself seeing you with someone else
because i know that it will hurt so much. i know that it will forever break my heart. i don’t want anyone else to have you because i’ve invested so much emotions and feelings for you and i don’t want to throw it all away. i can’t stand the thought of knowing that someday, somebody else will have you. someone will love you more than i did, and you will be happier with him than me. but as long as you’re mine, i’ll give you reasons to stay so that you wouldn’t have a chance to trade me for somebody else.